Bit bad again

Gotta write about it.. helps.

I came to school, browsed the web a bit (Rolling Stones, Ebay, game sites), then tried to concentrate on my report, couldn't. Went outside to read (Interview with the Vampire), good book. Been getting the "thoughts", regret having wasted time, yet I waste more time, worry about not getting anywhere, fuck I gotta break this cycle, really want to. Got sleepy, rested my eyes. Came back in , hopefully I'll be able to do it.

I am very irritable, and my mood swings easily. BAH!

Had a bit of "the fits" the other day too, for no reason that I could determine.

Gotta get over this shit. Been saying it for a while.

I feel I can't slow my brain down enough to concentrate on school work. Eck.